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[21:57] Jing Jing: i keep remembering loudao's words: Labels: my december, self-centric, sotfm
[21:58] = val =: not just fa sam or promiscuous
[21:58] Jing Jing: "lei tong ah kei ar, nan kao dit la"
[21:58] Jing Jing: she herself is a romantic
[21:58] = val =: haha you should meet up with the yong's brothers soon
[21:59] = val =: they are still very 8 gua
[21:59] = val =: still ask whether we have been dating anyone or not
[21:59] = val =: i mean, i'm touched la ok people still care
[21:59] = val =: but i wonder how many years will lapse before they stop caring/asking hahahahha
[22:00] Jing Jing: hahaha... i know.. especially ah kian
[22:00] = val =: hahah yea lor
[22:00] = val =: and lou dao still said the same thign
[22:00] Jing Jing: he;s never ending one
[22:00] = val =: eyes don't set so high
[22:01] = val =: i know you revealed a bit about jon last time you went back
[22:01] Jing Jing: my eyes not very high only
[22:01] = val =: and they kept asking
[22:01] = val =: doh
[22:01] Jing Jing: but no guys around what to see
[22:01] Jing Jing: hahaha
[22:01] = val =: i think i'm too old for the guys i met
[22:01] Jing Jing: i dont meet any guys anymore
[22:01] Jing Jing: thats th prob
[22:02] = val =: one or two in a month got keh
[22:02] = val =: like random people you meet somewhere
[22:02] = val =: and forget about them the next second you turn your back
[22:04] Jing Jing: i dont consider meeting ppl at work is meeting ppl lo
[22:04] Jing Jing: at the personal level
[22:04] Jing Jing: my social life also non-existent one la
[22:04] Jing Jing: im just meeting other ppl's husband ok
[22:04] Jing Jing: and not the delish kind that i will want to seduce hahahah
[22:05] = val =: that's the problem
[22:05] = val =: the good and mature ones all taken
[22:05] = val =: leaving all immature kids behind
[22:05] = val =: urgh
[22:06] Jing Jing: even the taken ones are not interesting to me lo
[22:06] Jing Jing: im not after house-husbands ok
[22:07] = val =: but im curious wor
[22:07] = val =: how come house husbands can behave so good
[22:07] = val =: hmm
[22:08] Jing Jing: dunno
[22:08] Jing Jing: i despise them
[22:08] = val =: ok i have the potential to become foxy hahahahhaa
[22:08] Jing Jing: dont want to know
[22:08] Jing Jing: pooi
[22:09] = val =: hhhaaha then what are you looking for
[22:09] Jing Jing: dunno
[22:09] Jing Jing: a shopaholic
[22:10] Jing Jing: someone who like to eat expensive food
[22:10] = val =: haha
[22:10] Jing Jing: who knows who issey miyaki is
[22:10] = val =: you said your eyes weren't set high
[22:10] Jing Jing: its not high
[22:10] Jing Jing: there are guys like this
[22:10] Jing Jing: i just dont meet them..
[22:11] Jing Jing: becos im stranded at this social level
[22:11] = val =: because you're a nerd?
[22:11] Jing Jing: sort of
[22:11] = val =: nerd usually dates nerd one wor
[22:11] Jing Jing: becos im doing phd
[22:11] Jing Jing: becos around me are nerds
[22:12] Jing Jing: and chinese ed
[22:12] Jing Jing: blame the world
[22:12] Jing Jing: lalala
[22:12] = val =: hahhahaha
[22:12] = val =: chinese ed also considered as a shortcoming
[22:12] Jing Jing: yes wo
[22:12] Jing Jing: i think so lo
[22:12] = val =: hahhaha that's funny, but i see your point
[22:12] Jing Jing: dont u think
[22:13] = val =: i just think that i need to find someone who is smarter than me enough alr
[22:13] = val =: and that is abstract enough, right
[22:13] Jing Jing: smarter than me should know who issey miyaki is right?
[22:13] = val =: because smartness can divide into multiple levels
[22:13] Jing Jing: how dumb can a person be
[22:14] = val =: erm not to say dumb, but ignorant?
[22:14] Jing Jing: cos i also dunno who issey miyaki is
[22:14] Jing Jing: but i know his perfume ok
[22:14] Jing Jing: lalala
[22:14] = val =: probably im looking for knowledgeable people
[22:14] = val =: i dunno
[22:14] Jing Jing: nola
[22:14] Jing Jing: guys now only wanna earn money buy gadgets
[22:14] Jing Jing: then find wife married have 2 kids
[22:14] Jing Jing: so shallow
[22:15] = val =: i dunno la.. to be honest, i find it hard to date someone who doesn't have a phd
[22:15] = val =: if i wanna date a guy who doesnt have a phd, then earn millions la i'll go seduce
[22:15] = val =: im shallow in a way, i think
[22:16] = val =: i can't accept the fact that a guy doesnt understand what DNA and protein do
[22:16] Jing Jing: but i dont like guy who study sciece wo
[22:16] Jing Jing: then all they think about is just science
[22:16] Jing Jing: then dunno who issey miyaki is
[22:17] Jing Jing: no savvy enough lo
[22:17] = val =: good for me mah, because all i think now is science
[22:17] = val =: nerdy enough
[22:18] = val =: i think we're all going after something/someone too ideal
[22:18] = val =: too idealistic to be true
[22:18] Jing Jing: dunno
[22:18] Jing Jing: i didnt even spell issey miyaki correctly
[22:18] Jing Jing: hahhahaha
[22:18] = val =: issit haha
[22:19] Jing Jing: ya
[22:19] Jing Jing: hhhaha whatever
[22:19] Jing Jing: i dont want a guy who expect me to cook evryday
[22:19] Jing Jing: bear him 2 kids
[22:19] Jing Jing: who wanna eat chinese food everyday
[22:19] Jing Jing: chill out means stay home watch tv
[22:20] Jing Jing: go out means wear thongs and t shirt and shorts in adidas
[22:20] Jing Jing: topman can?
[22:20] = val =: hahahaha i keep picture the aussie guys in thongs
[22:20] = val =: topman.. hmm ok la quite a good catch
[22:20] Jing Jing: at least aussie guys dont eat rice everyday ok?
[22:21] = val =: but in reality, i doubt people like this exist
[22:21] Jing Jing: i should go to rsvp singles party
[22:21] Jing Jing: hahahha
[22:21] Jing Jing: http://www.rsvp.com.au/content/event/vic/vegas+nye+singles/24709.jsp
[22:22] = val =: haha probably
[22:22] = val =: there's also a single xmas party in auckland
[22:22] Jing Jing: i see
[22:22] Jing Jing: go g
[22:22] Jing Jing: i think i should make it into my wish list also
[22:22] Jing Jing: go and do some diu ka things
[22:23] Jing Jing: haa in msia where will go to singles party
[22:23] = val =: dunno, i think got la in malaysia
[22:23] = val =: just that we don't know
...to you..
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posted by jingz 晶晶 @ 7:29 PM |
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...with love...
...to my december... Labels: my december, self-centric, sotfm
no dear santa post this year.
As I am the only person who can bring joy and contentment to myself.
...whether you love me or not..
...my mind is still full of the old, dilapidated pink house.
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posted by jingz 晶晶 @ 11:36 PM |
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...being nice...
...can be so tiring sometimes... Labels: my december, self-centric
I wonder why something so fundamentally simple, as just being open and receptive to the kindness of others can be so difficult?
So, this compassion did not exist in me inherently?
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posted by jingz 晶晶 @ 8:25 PM |
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...something random...
Labels: money can buy happiness, my december, self-centric
Curry hor fun with yong taufu pieces... The closest substitute to my favourite sunday brunch, curry chee cheong fun... i miss kl.
Those were the days...
This is the 1001st post.
I love the old, dilapidated pink house.
And I'm moving there.
Wish me luck on my new journey.
An alone one.
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posted by jingz 晶晶 @ 9:11 PM |
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...tug of war...
.. is the conflicting emotions which have no solution. Labels: my december, self-centric
At one hand, the obligation exists to conform to utilitarian ethics, being kind, sociable, considerate, and accommodating...
On the other hand, conscience demands to be true to narcissistic ideals , leaving the insignificant at the borders, being insensitive and tough with no remorse...
This is the ground reality of societal living, the balance between being at peace with the others or with oneself.
No man is an island, but not all are created equal and seek the same.
Nothing is wrong, not me, not you.
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posted by jingz 晶晶 @ 2:59 PM |
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